Still learning...

Original Post Date: Wednesday, November 10, 2010 at 2:59pm


It's been a while since I have written a note regarding my thoughts on dance.
This one is about the fact that I am still learning...
Sometimes what we learn about dancing has to come from somewhere other than the classroom or studio.
It can be in a compliment or a critique from a fellow dancer.
It can come at a show or even at home during personal practice.  It isn't always from your teacher(s).

I've learned more this year about letting go and being more truly in the moment.
How to not get all caught up in the details.

Since I prefer improvisation over choreography.. that shouldn't surprise you.
But, even during improvisation you get hung up on "Okay.. what's next?" in the middle of a performance. Just like with a choreography you can get hung up on the same thing.. should your brain go right out the window due to nerves or it's inability to recall directions of left or right.

My dance sisters Nancy and Isvari have been instrumental in these lessons.
Nancy has challenged me (and I her in turn) to improvise and perform with her despite living 3 hours apart. Giving us ZERO time to practice aside from exchanging ideas.
You cannot get any closer to "In the Moment"... besides when you are on stage and the music is playing and the audience is watching.
Isvari has always encouraged me to push my creative edge just a little harder and farther with each show. What can I do that I haven't done before?
The show on Oct 2nd was a huge leap of faith for both of us.  She selected the music and the costume.  I showed up.
Until I stepped onto that stage.. I had NO idea what was in store for me.
I had to absolutely let go and treat that stage the same way I do my practice space.  I had to let it come, for better or worse.

While I call out these two lovely women who I have been blessed with, they are not alone.
There are dancers that I have watched who have continued to impress on me their moments.
From the very first hesitating steps of their very first solo to the nervous excitement of a young dancer at her very first show, even to the new face in the audience watching for the very first time.
These are examples of others who have been in the moment..
You are all still teaching me and I thank you for those lessons.